cooking and cutting

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March 23, 2020

Just like every year when you think that the spring is near, you wake up and…. it’s snowing * Too warm for any snow to stay on the ground, so far at least. Seems like it’s gonna stay cold and wet all week. We are ordered to stay at home so in a way it doesn’t matter much, but I know that Thor won’t enjoy that and I have come to like the long walks I do without T when I talk to my sister. We are “hanging out” almost every day now, she is out walking with Mila sleeping in the stroller and I am walking around the neighborhoods of Stamford. 

I know that most people cook every meal at home, but Jim and I don’t, so this whole quarantine thing for the past four weeks has been quite a change for us:) J eats lunch at work every weekday and I cook something small for myself, at night we usually eat some easy snack and then on weekends we mostly eat out. We eat out 2-4 days a week together, and now we eat every meal at home in the company of each other. I have tried to be smart about the food we have at home so we don’t run out on some things and then just sit there with like rice and chia seed to make a meal out of hahah. I have no eggs at home so baking is a bit of a challenge but I try to be creative and google has been of huge help:)

Yesterday I made pizzas for lunch. Super easy. Flour, salt, baking powder, olive oil and water with tomato sauce, cheese and basil for topping. Took maybe 15 minutes in total to make. The pizzas ended up a minute too long in the oven though and was a bit burned, but still tasted fine. The reason for that was that I cut my finger quite deep on the tomato sauce can when cleaning up while pizzas were in the oven and at the same time Thor needed to go out (he drinks a lot more water these days because of his bladder stones) so J had to just run around and try to take care of everything as I was holding my hand over my head trying to get the bleeding to stop. J put some extra cheese on them after he took them out so they wouldn’t be so dry. Super simple and quick lunch, fine for a Sunday.

My finger is fine now. Normally I would probably slap on a bandage and then not care, but since I really don’t wanna go and take up space at hospitals these days, I really wanted to make sure it didn’t need stitches or get infected. I rinsed with alcohol, used some neosporin (that shit is magic) and then put a bandage on while keeping some pressure holding my hand high, and today it looks nice. Still hurts and I feel a bit handicapped – you don’t know how much you use a finger in your daily life until you get hurt. I have realized that the middle finger on my right hand is the number one I use for strength, couldn’t even squeeze the water out of my hair after shower this morning, it’s like the other fingers just forgot how to be fingers and my left hand is completely useless hahah. Typing now is kinda strange as well. 

I hope you all are doing ok while staying at home. Weird times now, but we’ll get through it. Happy thoughts, socializing with loved ones or friends over the phone, keeping active and creative is important. Just watching TV all day while snacking and not talking to anyone will make anyone depressed so I hope you take this time as an opportunity to get things done in your home or work on something you didn’t have time for before:)

First Day of Spring

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March 20, 2020

Last night I got another text and a phone call from the Major in our city. The message said that basically everything will be closed from now on. They will however keep the parks and beaches open but no gatherings of more than 10 people.
Fresh air and walks outside are always a good idea especially in a crisis like this (unless you actually know that you have the virus, then please stay inside!)
If you do go out, just be aware, be careful, keep your distance and be respectful of others.
Happy Spring Everyone🧡

stay calm & wash your hands

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March 19, 2020

I don’t know how you feel about all this, I’m not sure how I feel about it either. The virus isn’t something to be scared of unless you are one of those at risk. I think that we should just assume that a lot of us will get it, but a smaller % are at serious risk for it to be really bad, and for those people all of us need to stay away. Even if we are healthy, if we can we should just stay at home. If we do go out we should be careful. I don’t understand how people don’t know that they should not cough or sneeze out in the open and not know how to properly wash their hands, that’s things you learn as a child. But still, people have been coughing right at me several times the past few weeks and people still doesn’t seem to understand how to wash their hands.

Not only is there a virus going around that we need to be careful to not spread to the people at risk, having a husband who works in finance isn’t exactly comforting. I have never seen my husband so stressed out and worried before. For that reason I have been trying to stay extra calm for the both of us.
Almost every morning the past two weeks, my husbands first sentence to me has been “today will be an interesting day, the world is ending”. Not so exciting to wake up to as you can imagine, and it’s quite dramatic.
For many many years, I have stayed away from reading or listening to the news especially in the morning cause it sets the tone for my whole day. When I do feel like updating myself, I might do it in the afternoon or just wait for my husband to tell me the important stuff when he comes home from work at night (it’s part of his job to be updated about everything going on in the world). Now I have my husband working from home and I hear all the crazy stuff throughout the day, and it’s a lot to take in. Last week my husband started to tell me something that was going on and I stopped him and said “hun, you can tell me after 9 am”.

I am worried and maybe even a little scared. But noone knows what the future holds and what will happen with every country’s economy, so the best thing is to just take deep breaths and hope that it will work out. Me staying calm during this time can at least balance the vibe out at home. Meditation and yoga does help.
I would love to encourage everyone, no matter how stressful the day is, to at least take a few minutes here and there throughout the day to sit still, close your eyes, inhale exhale and think about what you are grateful for. We are all in this together. With positive attitudes, staying calm and washing our hands, we will get through this. Be kind and spread love.

3 years in Stamford

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March 18, 2020

When we left Manhattan and moved here, I really didn’t think we were gonna live here this long. Today it’s three years since we moved to Stamford, CT 📦
I don’t feel at home here in this city, it’s still just a between place for me. But I do love our home. I have been isolating myself for a little over 3 weeks now…just in case you know,..and it suits me😊
I love being home, I love having my hubby home, I love that we don’t have to interact with other people🤪 It’s terrible that this is what’s going on in the world, but at least I can say that considering the circumstances, I’m totally ok with it. Maybe it’s the cancer in me. I feel safe inside my shell/home🦀

changing Thor’s diet

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March 17, 2020

The vet finally called yesterday around 6pm. Thor’s pH was 8 which means it’s high enough that there is a chance that a change in his diet can help him pass the stones himself (closer to 6.5 or below and he would have needed surgery right away). So no surgery for now, yay! What a relief! We will try the new food for a month and then new x-rays. But of course we will have to keep a close eye on him and if he starts to have problems doing his business then we need to take him to the emergency for surgery right away cause that probably would mean that a stone is stuck. Poor baby, he doesn’t even know he has them. He is acting normal and doesn’t seem to be in any pain which is great, but we noticed when we took him on longer walks this weekend that he struggled a bit in the end. My guess is that it’s like a uti, he think he has to pee but nothing comes out and that probably hurts. No more blood though so that’s good. So for now we will have to keep his walks shorter which he won’t be happy about. We are taking everything fun away from him – no running on our slippery floors at home, no running up n down the stairs, no long walks and no interactions with people. But he’ll get over it…hopefully:)

Our vet told us that they wouldn’t be able to get that kind of food he now needs until maybe the end of this week or possibly next week because people have been hoarding pet food. So after speaking to the vet our search began to find a place that had it in stock. Luckily PetSmart in Stamford had it so we took Thor there and picked some cans up. The floor was so slippery there though (makes no sense why a pet store would have such slippery floor) so I couldn’t put T down to walk around and he was not a happy camper. But once he saw that daddy had picked out a new toy for him he was back to happy again. He was squeaking the heck out of that toy all the way home in the car hahaha.