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Vi ar nere pa nollan i temperatur nu. Aahh, det ar sa kallt. Det har varit en riktigt fin dag idag. Bla himmel och sol. Men det ar kallt. Nere i Battery Park blaser det riktigt mycket ocksa. Thor kunde inte ta sig framat under var forra promenad, sa jag tog upp honom i famnen och da blaser luvan pa jackan av och sen min keps som anda sitter ratt tight pa huvudet. Dar forsokte jag ga med T pa armen, kepsen i handen och jag sag ingenting framfor mig for alla lov som flog ratt i ansiktet pa mig. Hahahha, maste ha sett roligt ut. 
Thor behover verkligen ett bad nu. Det far bli antingen ikvall eller imorgon. Han ska med oss pa semester for Thanksgiving och da ar det ju bra om han inte stinker, haha. Men han ar lika fluffig och fin anda 🙂

We are down on the zero in temperature now. Aahh, it is so cold. It has been a really nice day today. Blue sky and sunny. But it is cold. Down in Battery Park it’s really windy too. Thor couldn’t walk forward during our last walk, so I picked him up in my arms and my hood on the jacket blew off and then the baseball hat that sits pretty tight on my head. There I tried to walk with T on the arm, the hat in my hand and I saw nothing in front of me because of all the leaves that flew right in my face. Hahahha, must have looked funny. 
Thor really needs a bath now. It has to be either tonight or tomorrow. He is going with us on vacation for Thanksgiving and it would be good if he doesn’t stink, haha. But he is just as fluffy and cute anyway 🙂

Jag drommer om dagarna da vi har ett hus med palmer i tradgarden. Jag ser ett framtida barn och fler hundar. Jag ser mig sjalv som den arbetande foraldern och Jim som house husband. Jag ser oss cykla ner till stranden for ett dopp eller ta bilen till supermarket for att kopa god mat att grilla. Jag ser ett vackert hus i den typiska amerikanska stilen, garna en pool, men om vi bor nara havet kanske vi inte behover det. Oavsett kon pa barnet sa vill jag bli en baseball morsa (forutsatt att barnet vill spela baseball da saklart). Jag ser mig sjalv kora mellan mina dansundervisningar och barnets traning i en riktigt stor bil. Jag driver mitt eget danskompani som turnerar runt i USA och i resten av varlden. Jim tar hand om hemmet och njuter av att inte behova jobba. Jag ser oss aka pa semestrar till manga olika platser pa jorden. Kanske finns det mojlighet till en sommarstuga i Sverige sa att framtida barn kan fa vara med den svenska slakten. I mina drommar om framtiden finns inga vinterjackor eller sno, bara palmer och hav.
Innan jag traffade Jim levde jag lite for mycket i det forflutna. J lever valdigt mycket i nuet och det smittade snabbt av sig. Nu har jag ett ar av forvirring och da drommer jag mer om framtiden. Jag langtar till vad jag skrev ovan. For nagon dag sedan sa jag till Jim att jag langtar till den dagen da vi bada ar grahariga, hahah. Vad det menas med ar saklart att jag ser fram emot den resa vi tva kommer att gora tillsammans i livet. Jag vill sitta dar pa en gungstol pa veranandan och prata om alla underbara minnen vi har. Beratta for vara barnbarn om var forsta tid tillsammans i New York. 

I dream about the days when we have a house with palm trees in the backyard. I see a future child and more dogs. I see myself as the working parent and Jim as a house husband. I see us bike down to the beach to swim or taking the car to the supermarket to buy good food to put on the grill. I see a beautiful house in the typical American style, would love a pool, but if we live by the sea we might not need one. No matter the sex of the kid, I see myself as a baseball mom (provided that the kid wants to play baseball of course). I see myself driving between my dance teaching and my child’s training in a really big car. I run my own dance company that is touring around in USA and in the rest of the world. Jim is taking care of the home enjoying that he is not working. I see us go on vacation to many different places in the world. Maybe there is a possibility to have a summer cottage in Sweden so that our future kid can be with Swedish relatives. In my dreams about the future there is no winter coats or snow, only palm trees and the ocean. 
Before I met Jim I lived a little too much in the past. J lives a lot in the present and it is contagious. Now I have a year of confusion and then I dream more about the future. I’m looking forward to what I wrote above. Some day ago I told Jim that I’m looking forward to the day when we both have gray hair, hahah. With that I mean of course that I’m looking forward to the journey we will go on together in life. I want to sit on a rocking chair on the porch and talk about all wonderful memories we have. Tell our grand kids about our first time together in New York. 

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Idag har varit en san dar regnig och trott dag. En san dar dag man kanske lika garna hade kunnat vara utan. Men for mig ar det viktigt att ha lite trakigare dagar for att kunna uppskatta de andra dagarna som ar roligare lite mer. Haller ni inte med mig?

Today has been one of those rainy and tired days. One of those days you might as well could have been without. But for me it is important to have a little more boring days to be able to appreciate the days that is a more fun a little bit more. Don’t you agree? 

Hej vinter! Tidigt imorse tog jag med mig Thor ut. Det ar ratt skont att ga ut super tidigt pa en lordag for det ar ingen annan ute. Dock var det valdigt valdigt kallt och t.o.m lilla fluff monstret fros och ville ga in.
Igar akte jag upp till Le Pain pa 21st and Broadway och at lunch med Lilja. Vi promenerade sen ner till downtown dar hon skulle ha rehearsal och jag hade nara hem till T som behovde ga ut. Valdigt trevligt. Pa kvallen blev det thaimat och vi sag filmen The Fifth Element. Jag somnade for att filmen var sa trakig, hahah, men det var en mysig fredag iaf.
Idag har jag sagt att Jim far bestamma allt vi ska gora. An sa lange har han bara valt att spela sitt spel pa datorn, sa jag valde under morgonen att se ett avsnitt av Covert Affairs (och i det avsnittet var dem i Stockholm). Jag far vanta och se vad J vill hitta pa harnast 🙂 

Hi winter! Early this morning I took Thor out. It is kinda nice to go out super early on a Saturday, cause there is noone else outside. It was really really cold outside though and even the little fluff monster was freezing and wanted to go inside. 
Yesterday I went up to Le Pain on 21st and Broadway and had lunch with Lilja. We then walked to downtown where she had rehearsal and I had close to home to T that needed to go out. Very nice. In the evening we got thai food and watched the movie The Fifth Element. I fell asleep because the movie was so boring, hahah, but it was a cozy Friday anyway.
Today I have said that Jim gets to decide what we should do. So far he has only chosen to play his game on the computer, so I chose this morning to see an episode of Covert Affairs (and in this episode they were in Stockholm). I have to wait and see what J wants to do next 🙂

My favorite thai food, flat noodles with tofu and vegetables 

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