February 14, 2019
My husband and I talked about announcing our pregnancy publicly the week of Valentines Day. We would have been 14+ weeks. We didn’t know how to announce it but this felt like a good time to do it. Instead we ended up announcing our loss.
I planned to make all the posts I’ve written since May public this week as well. I mentioned it to my mom when we were in Sweden and she got excited to read it seemed like. With this sad news I wasn’t sure if I should, but you know what, I will. Because they are a part of our story.
I wrote here yesterday that I would make it public in the end of the day, but I had to go through them all and read them before publishing them and I wanted my husband to read it all before because I would never publish without him being ok with it. So last night when he came home from work I asked him to read it but he just told me to go ahead and publish. Our building had a Karaoke night with drinks and snacks that we went to and when we came back to the apartment I started to answer some people who had written to me and it took all night.
So now I am going to pour myself another cup of coffee and start to publish my posts. I think there might be some posts that I haven’t put under the category “Pregnancy“ so after publishing the ones already in there I will take some time to look through everything I have (for some reason I have a lot of drafts). Like I mentioned in yesterdays post, if you want to read our journey in order then you have to click Next to the last page and go forward from there. I do have to warn you that it could be tough to read them since you know how the story ends (it was for me but that could be because I know what I felt when writing and some posts have pictures).
Please note; Because of my pregnancy story turning into a complete mystery and all that, I have now changed the category name to Partial Molar Pregnancy. There just isn’t enough info about this kind if pregnancy and I want women (and men) who might go through this as well to be able to read what my experience of all this was.