Update Feb 13, 2019: The baby was probably dead already when I wrote this. My feelings of that something might be wrong was so strong and I really hoped that I was just being silly. But I guess I somehow knew.
Written January 27, 2019, published in February
I woke up very nervous today. Our big ultrasound test is tomorrow morning (I forgot what it’s called). I have a strange feeling and I hope I’m wrong. Every mother-to-be is worried about everything and nothing and I hope this is just nerves.
I also woke up very angry, super stressed and really sad today. What can that be? Part of the pregnancy I assume:) Poor Jim though, he’s the one I end up being angry at and I have absolute no reason for that. I feel like I need to cry as well but since I don’t have anything to cry about, then why should I? Hahah, strange day today for sure.
The appointment is at 9 am tomorrow. I hope we see a healthy little baby on the screen ♥