February 22, 2019
Our doctor called me yesterday and said that the genetics test result were back. She basically told me the same thing she had already told us, but now it was confirmed. I had a molar pregnancy which is, if I understand it correctly, when the body think it’s pregnant but “there’s a tumor instead of a baby”, kinda. We had a baby so this was just a partial molar pregnancy and our baby girl (not boy like I thought in the end) had three sets of chromosomes which is called triploidy. So, she had 69 chromosomes instead of 46 and it was impossible for her to live. IF a woman can go through a whole pregnancy with a triploidy baby, then the child will die right after birth. So, with both a molar pregnancy and all these chromosomes, our baby girl had no chance to survive.
When you read about triploidy and partial molar pregnancies is says it’s extremely rare. However, lots of women miscarry way earlier than me so it doesn’t seem like they can do a proper study on this if it is in fact rare or not. I’m sad that we had to go this far, really stepping on the second trimester line, and then loose her. And now when we found out the gender it feels a bit harder to deal with. No matter what gender, I feel that now it suddenly became a person. Not just my little Picasso that I wrote about in another post, but now it was a girl, a person who were trying to survive. She was a true fighter, our little Wiggly ♥
Var lakare ringde mig igar och sa att de genetiska test resultaten hade kommit in. Hon sa i princip samma sak som hon redan hade berattat for oss, men nu var det bekraftat. Jag hade en molar graviditet vilket ar, om jag forstar det ratt, nar kroppen tror att den ar gravid men “det ar en tumor istallet for en bebis”, typ. Vi hade en bebis so detta va en partiell molar graviditet och var lilla flicka (inte pojke som jag trodde mot slutet) hade tre uppsattningar av kromosomer vilket kallas for triploidy. Sa, hon hade 69 kromosomer istallet for 46 och det va omojligt for henne att leva. OM en kvinna kan ga igenom en hel graviditet med en triploidy bebis, da kommer barnet att do direkt efter fodsel. Sa, med bade en molar graviditet och alla dessa kromosomer, var flicka hade ingen chans att overleva.
Nar man laser om triploidy och partiell molara graviditeter star det att det ar extremt ovanligt. Dock, far manga kvinnor missfall mycket tidigare an mig sa det verkar inte som att de kan gora en riktig undersokning om detta ar ovanligt eller inte. Jag ar bara ledsen att vi behovde ga sahar langt, verkligen sta pa linjen till andra trimester, och sedan forlora henne. Och nu nar vi fick reda pa konet kanns det lite tuffare att bearbeta. Oavsett vilket kon, nu kanner jag att det plotsligt blev en person. Inte bara min lilla Picasso som jag skrev om i ett annat inlagg, utan nu va det en flicka, en person som forsokte overleva. Hon va en riktig kampe, var lilla Wiggly♥
