Jag drommer om dagarna da vi har ett hus med palmer i tradgarden. Jag ser ett framtida barn och fler hundar. Jag ser mig sjalv som den arbetande foraldern och Jim som house husband. Jag ser oss cykla ner till stranden for ett dopp eller ta bilen till supermarket for att kopa god mat att grilla. Jag ser ett vackert hus i den typiska amerikanska stilen, garna en pool, men om vi bor nara havet kanske vi inte behover det. Oavsett kon pa barnet sa vill jag bli en baseball morsa (forutsatt att barnet vill spela baseball da saklart). Jag ser mig sjalv kora mellan mina dansundervisningar och barnets traning i en riktigt stor bil. Jag driver mitt eget danskompani som turnerar runt i USA och i resten av varlden. Jim tar hand om hemmet och njuter av att inte behova jobba. Jag ser oss aka pa semestrar till manga olika platser pa jorden. Kanske finns det mojlighet till en sommarstuga i Sverige sa att framtida barn kan fa vara med den svenska slakten. I mina drommar om framtiden finns inga vinterjackor eller sno, bara palmer och hav.
Innan jag traffade Jim levde jag lite for mycket i det forflutna. J lever valdigt mycket i nuet och det smittade snabbt av sig. Nu har jag ett ar av forvirring och da drommer jag mer om framtiden. Jag langtar till vad jag skrev ovan. For nagon dag sedan sa jag till Jim att jag langtar till den dagen da vi bada ar grahariga, hahah. Vad det menas med ar saklart att jag ser fram emot den resa vi tva kommer att gora tillsammans i livet. Jag vill sitta dar pa en gungstol pa veranandan och prata om alla underbara minnen vi har. Beratta for vara barnbarn om var forsta tid tillsammans i New York.
I dream about the days when we have a house with palm trees in the backyard. I see a future child and more dogs. I see myself as the working parent and Jim as a house husband. I see us bike down to the beach to swim or taking the car to the supermarket to buy good food to put on the grill. I see a beautiful house in the typical American style, would love a pool, but if we live by the sea we might not need one. No matter the sex of the kid, I see myself as a baseball mom (provided that the kid wants to play baseball of course). I see myself driving between my dance teaching and my child’s training in a really big car. I run my own dance company that is touring around in USA and in the rest of the world. Jim is taking care of the home enjoying that he is not working. I see us go on vacation to many different places in the world. Maybe there is a possibility to have a summer cottage in Sweden so that our future kid can be with Swedish relatives. In my dreams about the future there is no winter coats or snow, only palm trees and the ocean.
Before I met Jim I lived a little too much in the past. J lives a lot in the present and it is contagious. Now I have a year of confusion and then I dream more about the future. I’m looking forward to what I wrote above. Some day ago I told Jim that I’m looking forward to the day when we both have gray hair, hahah. With that I mean of course that I’m looking forward to the journey we will go on together in life. I want to sit on a rocking chair on the porch and talk about all wonderful memories we have. Tell our grand kids about our first time together in New York.
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